so the last 3 days i've spent watching beverly hills and house ALL DAY!
i dont want my holis to be over XD though i'm heavily bored at times haha..


"run away from all your boredom
run away from all your whoredom and wave
your worries and cares
goodbye"

merry christmas everybody^^

its been ages again since i've updated ><
well, a lot has changed since last time, i finally moved out from home, got my own flat and stuff, its great actually. i really enjoy living on my own and having so much space for doing anything i want whenever i want XD so far it worked fine, though i only just moved out a month ago.
My fam and friends support me if i need help with something, my neighbour is really nice and its only a few minutes away from the place where i work.. i took a shiteload of pics, i might post some later if i'm not to lazy >

stayed at home today, called in sick at work and i'm not gonna go to school tomorrow either.. meh.. i like school, but i dont feel like going.. i'm so bored :/ but as usual nobody is there to talk to.. and those who are ignore me :S i dont know what i did wrong? anyways.. i bet my boss is mad at me now.. i shouldnt really care..

I SO DO NOT HAVE A LIFE
and i suck at trying to get one ><

a friend of mine just asked me to go out with him and some of his friends and i was toooo fucking afraid they wont like me and so on, so i cancelled >< well, i was kinda tired as well..but the main reason just was that i'm a fucking loser who doesnt dare to meet new ppl ><

I SUCK SUCK SUCK

god, i'm so terribly bored ><
no one's online, i'm too lazy to go out and meet someone..
meh and i have to start working again on thursday :/

damn, i really have to find something to do..

didnt write here for ages.. didnt really have the time either..
well, i still work at this place where i made that practical training.. its okays, wouldnt do it if there
wasnt the money^^
i hope i can move out from home soon.. i really need a kinda new start somehow... :S

i suck..

had school todays, was pretty much okays, though i almost felt asleep in the bus..
then i went home..then later in the afternoon i went to the hairdressers.. and well,
didnt do much else todays.. tomorrow i have to work again, have to be good tomorrow, since
i dont really feel like i was doing that good lately..and i dont wanna fuck it up there..